aw man!

It is now so weird with Nemo after that last convo we had. Somehow we keep meeting! And it's like so awkward!!! And I may not be able to join SUPERTEEN in December because my bro is gonna come back to jkt!!!

Anyways, shania is like tall now. but whatever. and i lost 1 kg after teh camp. and also became 3 shades darker than usual. my sunburn is so bad, so bad. thank god it doesn't hurt. oya my new classmate called rainer or reyner, is so frikin weird. he sleeps and sleeps. or maybe he pretends to sleep. but he just keeps putting his head in his arms and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ off to dream-land.

oya, i could do chemistry yesterday. boy was i happy. maybe all i need is a little effort on my part? and physics, is like so confusing now!!! mah gawd!!! oya and in school today, i was so confused about what to take as my major. i mean, gotta think about it now. i don't have a passion or anything, what must i do??? i wrote designer in superteen. it was kind of forceful. but what if i really don't know what to do in life? i know one thing- i want to have my own company - i want to open my own boutique or cafe or mall... ill be teh big boss with all the munny.... ahh... im so confused. can an ordinary schoolgirl really think about what she wants ten years later? it's so hard..........