iHate
Thursday, October 21, 2010
seabiscuit and the snake
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
let us procrastinate
Monday, October 18, 2010
Hi Dears
I'm super lazy right now, can't be arsed to work on my folio due wednesday. I'd love to continue my AYA digital painting...sigh. Maybe I should. And just do my folio tomorrow. Yeah... the thought makes me feel better. So tomorrow I will devote to completing the folio. Go me!
Here is my AYA work-in-progress:
What do you think boys?
I'm loving her hair and eye colour combination...
Nose inspired by Ken's nose...lol
Oh and welcome to Melbourne Mom and Dad~
We are re-united once more!
I am now 2 weeks away from seeing my baby Gucci and Polo. Great!!!
List of movies I'd like to watch:
- The Human Centipede
- Everyone Else
- Bright Star
- Shadow Magic
- Himalayap
- Buried
Labels: digital painting, girl
Sesame Hands
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Hello dears.
Painted this yesterday and today when I decided to screw the essay on analysing the assumption that remediation is an improvement of one medium on another referring to specific examples in the context of digitisation of print technology.
Actually, surprisingly, I enjoyed writing the essay. It was almost like blogging, but in a more academic language with the need to unpack and explain every single key term and concept explicitly so that a mere child who has never learnt the subject could understand it.
So yeah! Digital painting is a nice way to take a break from that. My time management schedule for this semester's final folio submission is actually not too hectic (I swear this is the first time for that to happen). My parents are arriving at Melbourne tomorrow, Halloween costume party is on my way, hours of KBOX with my girls, and Serah Farron cosplay photoshoot. I'm excited! October will end just nicely.
I've been cooking everything with sesame oil lately and therefore the name of this post.
Labels: digital painting, essay, photoshop, remediation
200 Stems of Love
Thursday, October 14, 2010
I promised I would show you my readers, the lavenders that were expected to arrive, and today is the day!
Used my handwritten name and VK rose monogram from my folio project xP
Well, I made them already so might as well apply~
Would I miss this opportunity to cam-whore with these lovely flowers? Of course not, the Libra in me will not allow it.
So the two batches of lavenders are quite different... stem colours are different, even the shapes of the flower buds themselves. Probably because they are different types of lavenders. I actually didn't even check the lavender types when I 'accidentally' bought them... oh well. Both batches are charming in their own way :D
Now to report what my room smells like. Well... as some of you know, I have a Lavender oil diffuser in my room already prior to the arrival of these authentic babies. So oil diffuser + real lavenders + hand cream = an eruption of aromas which will most definitely lull you to sleep. If you don't already know, lavender scent helps you sleep. I actually have a pouch of dried lavender from Hokkaido which I slip underneath my pillow. It works. So I took a 3-hour nap today. Dot dot dot. (Do not remind me about my projects, I am well aware that I am screwed.)
For the batch with the longer, darker coloured stem, I arranged them in this treasure chest I picked up from the whatever shop. As for the shorter, green-stemmed batch, I hung them upside down in my wardrobe hoping to scent my clothes with it. I just hope nothing weird happens to that, you never know. Do bugs like dried lavender? No...right? ...Right?
Update:
Some of the insects that attack dried flowers also attack stored food in the cupboards, but otherwise, the primary harm done by insect pests of dried flowers is the destruction of flower petals, leaves and other plant parts that are eaten by larvae.
Damage is done by the caterpillar stage. Caterpillars are off–white with shades of yellow, pink or green and up to 1/2 inch long. Infested flowers may be covered with fine silk webbing spun by the larvae. Caterpillars live for four to six weeks and often leave infested items when mature and crawl for long distances on ceilings and walls before stopping to spin a cocoon.
What do I do????
Labels: dried, ebay, flower, lavender, preserved
Sick with feminity (?)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
If there is one principle I have held on to with firm belief over the years, it is: I shall not be a housewife.
But today! Oh the weirdest thing happened. I was all stressed out and strung up about the workload I have, and I was about to blow my head off. Everything was just too messy, I had bits and pieces everywhere to do.
So what I did, I stood up, and started cleaning my rejected room furiously. And I also went and washed the dishes. I also noticed a few days ago that cooking releases stress for me. Cooking? Cleaning? Washing? Are these perhaps symptoms of domestication? If so, I'm scared.
I remember it clearly. Once in class, a classmate of mine shared a sexist joke. She said,
"The plane was about to crash and people were jumping off the plane with the parachute. Before jumping, a woman said passionately to the man behind her, "before we die, make me feel like a WOMAN!" The man stripped out of his clothes, handed them to the woman and said, "wash this.""
Oh sexism is cruel! I cannot stand it!
Anyway, look what I cooked up a few days ago. It is a wholly experimental dish!
Chicken seasoned with parsley and rosemary herbs baked with carrots, potatoes, garlic, and mushroom. And of course with olive oil. It was yummy and I had it with white wine.
Ah see. I'm sharing recipes now. Ah symptoms...
Vina Ringo
Friday, October 8, 2010
Hello my dearlings!
A photo of me looking pretty scary, with an editing method I randomly picked up on to make the skin look slightly metallic (but not overly shiny). Yes it is me without (too much) make-up! In fact I haven't worn liquid eyeliner in a long time. While it was my favourite tool of the trade, it is now replaced by eyeshadows. I cannot stress the amazingness of eyeshadows. An essential every girl needs is a palette of brown eyeshadow in a minimum of three different shades. My reliable palette is Dior's Diorissime Make-Up Clutch No.002 - Seduction Drama. But I must say, I need a more pigmented dark brown.
Right, enough of cosmetics ranting.
Next week will be my last week of university (2nd year). I know, wow. Time just... leaped. But I'm very happy with what I've achieved so far. I got a High Distinction for my identity and stationery set project and that really shocked me because I expected a Credit or Distinction. Well of course I'm not going to complain, I'm extremely happy! But not satisfied. Because personally, I think I still could have pushed that solution so much more. Maybe.
But oh I thank thee my beloved generous tutor! May thou set thine liberal eyes on my following humble project and bestow upon it a graceful score like before.
One last thing before I shoot and resume the construction of my advertising elective final folio,
Happy Birthday Juen!!!
Happy 22nd! What a great age, obviously, it is celebrated here in my blog. Hahhahaa. You will have a wonderful year. Stay positive, work hard, but don't strain yourself. Remember that I pray for your happiness and health every night (no kidding)! Happy Birthday! =D
Alright... now back to project. I shall be very occupied in the next two weeks.
One last thing: my lavenders have yet to arrive :( Damn you, quick!!! The worst thing that can happen is they arrive right on the day I'm going back to Jakarta (which is very soon) =.= wth. Y'know, I completely forgot about that when I ordered those flowers. The thought of leaving 200 stems of heaven here in Melbourne for 4 months and coming back to see them scentless, is unbearable.
Labels: Birthday, diorissime, make-up, seduction drama
cloudless blue sky
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Ken was sitting on a big cushioned chair, on the edge of a stream. I say edge because the structure of the stream was like a waterfall, but the water was not rapid enough to call it one. Still on his chair, he leaned back until his chair falls over slowly, and he enjoys the trickling water. From the bank I shouted at him to be careful, because the rocks beside his head were falling apart. He turned his head and was startled when the rocks beside him had given away and was giving him a view of the plunging cliff. So he swung his legs which made his chair stand upright again, shifted to a spot further from the cliff, and then fell back once more. He did all these while stuck to his chair. Weird one.
After seeing that he was safe, I walked into the jungle. My brother was there and there were lots of hanging vines. I joked and told him to act like Tarzan. He disappeared behind a thick tree bark and when he reappeared he was beside me and dropped this black animal on my left shoulder. I shrieked, caught the shadow of a very quick spider. My brother caught the spider in his hands and ran away laughing.
I met him again in a house that looks like my own house in Indonesia, but larger and slightly different. He handed me a rock with a dry-loooking snake in it. We played with this snake-rock. To describe it, the rock has lots of holes and so we insert the head and tail of the snake into different holes.
It was fun at first until I realised that by doing this, we were forcing the head of a live (possibly dying) snake into the rough, cramped hole. I felt guilty. I held the snake's head and looked at it. It snapped at me and started to go wild. It turned into a turtle. I decided to let the turtle take a break for a while, so I released it on the floor where it ran so wildly I had to capture it again. It snapped at me furiously, and the thought of letting it go back to being a "rock toy" was dreadful and heartless. I felt it so passionately that almost in tears, I begged my father to release this poor creature (who was still trying to snap at my finger). He said it's fine, so I brought the turtle to my pond (where all the old fishes and turtles had grown into a remarkable size) and even before I reached the water, the turtle escaped from my grip, fell to the ground, scurried up the concrete, knowing his way like he has been here many times before, and jumped into the water where he swam beautifully.
I see some symbolisms in this dream, if only someone could interpret it for me =(
Labels: chair, dream, rock, snake, stream, symbolism, turtle, waterfall
Lip-Splitting
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Wine.

Wine.
Wine.
Wine.
Oh how I adore wine.
The name itself, pronounced, full and rich, with a perfect roundness to it. "Wine".
The beautiful bottle tilted toward your tall glass, fragrant red liquid splashing into the round base above your fingertips, making a musical "slosh" as it settles unifying into a deep colour.
You hold the glass rim near your lips and with slow ease, breathe in the aroma of this glass of sheer indulgence produced by expert wine-makers with crushed fruits from their vineyard (I imagine a hilly expanse of fresh greenery with a fine veil of fog). And then you stick out your tongue and as you lick the inner rim of your glass, you simultaneously allow droplets of saliva to mix with the wine. A good wine will sizzle and ripen further, and it will release a mushroom of smoke in vibrant colours of the rainbow.
Ah wine. I have always loved and longed for you, since my first taste of brilliant white when I was 16, on a tour to the Great Ocean Road. I remember it, a restaurant with white walls and big glass windows facing the great shore. On my table before me was a plate of seafood something. I tasted the wine after a few bites of my savoury plate, and was startled by the amazing harmony of food and wine. I never forgot that first experience...
Wine goes with food. Wine without food I cannot enjoy completely. Ah how I long for someone to whisk me away to a posh restaurant with gentlemen in clean suits as waiters who pour a nice glass of wine for me as I enjoy it with a nicely seasoned chicken dish... but here I am stuck in my room with a cheap bottle of sauvignon blanc in my fridge which I am too afraid to touch since I am suffering minor hypotension for the day. Also, I have no chicken dish ready lest I pry one out of my freezer and thaw it forcibly with hot water then remove its fat and wash its blood and cook it in my oily kitchen.
I don't think so.
Labels: food, wine
The Geek Rebirth
Monday, October 4, 2010
Hellooooo my sweet cherry pies!
This will be a real short one.
I have spent two days stationary except for my fingers here in front of my laptop creating my a portfolio to apply for internships. I've sent out to 6 companies but the ones I really want are just 2 out of the bunch.
Weary as I am right now, I am thrilled with the progress I have developed regarding interactive pdfs (to which I must say... pdf is already inadequate and I'd move on to swf) and the wonderful row of new functions in InDesign CS5 for interactivity. For the first time in my life I animated a document. I felt this familiar thrill as I fiddled with the commands, it brought me back to the good old days when I was a geeky little kid not even ten in round glasses and braces designing my website for the first time and fiddling around with HTML, CSS and Javascript. What a wonderful childhood memory that was. Anyway, hope I get responses from the design studios so I wouldn't have to spend 4 months doing nothing useful over the summer break.
Uni will be over in 3 weeks.
I bought the book Lolita written by Vladimir Nabokov. Yes, I'm aware of the plot, but what can I say... dark unusual things always interest me. And a story written from the perspective of a pedophile should be quite the subject. I've read a bit today, and I must state that Nabokov is a brilliant author. Now THAT is what I call a superb writing style. His sentences fascinate me endlessly. He is adept at wordplay. Brilliant, brilliant! I have never come across a book where I read solely to enjoy the English language laid out in the author's distinctive, witty style.
Here is an excerpt I enjoyed today:
Clumsily playing my part, I stomped to the bathroom to check if they had taken my English toilet water; they had not; but I noticed with a spasm of fierce disgust that the former Counselor of the Tsar, after thoroughly easing his bladder, had not flushed the toilet. That solemn pool of alien urine with a soggy, tawny cigarette butt disintegrating in it struck me as a crowning insult, and I wildly looked around for a weapon. Actually I daresay it was nothing but middle-class Russian courtesy (with an oriental tang, perhaps) that had prompted the good colonel (Maximovich! his name suddenly taxies back to me), a very formal person as they all are, to muffle his private need in decorous silence so as not to underscore the small size of his host's domicile with the rush of a gross cascade on top of his own hushed trickle.
The thing about reading it, it's fun!
Labels: cs5, inDesign, interactive, lolita, pdf, swf, vladimir nabokov