i am home alone ryt nw
n wil be for tml morn, tml afternoon, and most likely till i sleep.
so 2 days.
n d PAIN of washing the dishes
is jus
killing me.
d stupid small plate
flipped upside down
n stuck itself to the hole where d water goes
n i didnt notice it cs i ws washing other dishes
n i ws wondering y d water is going down so slow...
oh dat thing was STUCK!!!
i used fingers, chpsticks, spoons
n no avail
until a very desperate me jus dug the lil devil like crazy
n i FINALLY came off.
god.
i ws freaking out enough.
n played rf online today
it ws so annoying
my head hurt like crazy after i played...
n d image,,,,
no big deal
nt my type
=,=""
bt d boys r going crazy over it
i guess i undrstnd

gahhh
ders like a phy test tml
n i dun undrstnd a thang
n i dun fil like studyng..
i nvr fil liek studyng.. -_-

at skul today
my god
love is in d air, ill say
there was 1...2...3...couples
being so lovey dovey in class
gud 4 dem

btw
my body has been aching liek shit dese days T_T
so annooyiiinnggg!!!! ngggrhhhH!!!
i dun even knw why
bt its annoying d hell outa me dats 4 sure
current song im liking: Go H.O.T & (unknown cheerful korean song)

yesterday, i had my hair curled into japaneseness. photo:


and i had so much fun.
TODAY, i went to puri with ratna, my wife...well one of them.
and we played parapara and I enjoyed myself a heck lot!!! >w<
even though I embarassed myself like crazy in front of... HGs
and children who could parapara n DDR better than me...
o well.
its my 1st time, damn it!!!
bt nw im learning it ^_^
its funnn
its not foot-destroying like DDR too.
geez i wana get a parapara machine for home =_=
why the sudden want to play?
of course its cuz of GALS CIRCLE!!!
^______________^v peaceee~~

n i find out that we can just see the videos in youtube if i wana play para" at home,
but of coz its diff,
we cnt c where we went wrong.
bt okay nvmm lahhh
at least i cn para" =D

kissies*~

nih THE shaun... zai jian my fren!
hehee..awesome ice cream!!
d galz ^_~


tonight is so funnn
its so fun i dun wna slip ryt nw n its 12:11 n ders skul tml
had shauns farewell dinner at sushi tei
reached der w susan at 7.30 n when we went der,
d host was absent
lol.
when we saw shaun,
(sumthing happened, sealed)
we ordered sooooo much
i was fuuullll
it was fuuunnn
took so many photos
had fun
sang n sang in d car w san
went home, watched GALZ CIRCLE
copied the itty bitty cute para-para move ^-^v
curled my hair
n nw chatting w ol' fren try :D hahazz

PEACE!~

that is my horoscope for today. so ill be succint and clear and write down my feelings now since it's morning.

I WANT NYIL TO GO INTO THE LIGHT!!! LIKE... RIGHT NOW!!!

... ok maybe thats not so clear but what, u want me to unsecret my secrets for all d public to see in my blog? not gona happen.

my heels hurt.
i feel lazy.
i gained *kgs.

watever. if ure wondering what a schoolgirl is doing online this time of the day, well, im supposed to have PE now. but since my PE shirt n pants r lost amidst the pile of 7-days laundry for three.... i dont have it with me. and so im lazy to go to PE. and so im skipping it at home. i mean who careeesss!!! JAN never have PE and always skips it, why cant i??

so yea here i am and im wondering when to go to school.

the house feels so empty now...
the corridors are dark
the table is empty
and his room looks as if it has never been lived in
perfectly tidy and clean,
it's just not like how it used to be.
my stomach yearns food but I
just want to stop eating altogether
I have my homework piled up on the table in front of me
but the computer has kept me busy all day
random thoughts raging in my mind
another sigh escapes
why is the house to still and silent?
all i hear is the sound of my keyboard
was the house this big before?
i remember how there would be the sound of bass at this hour
i wonder how the plane ride is
i wonder what is everybody eating for dinner?

i dun wana think about it.
i wna think about fun times
i wna think about school
i wna think about games
why did i let my thoughts escape to my brother?
once i go somewhere quiet
like the bathroom
my heart feels weird
looking at two toothbrushes
and one is going to be thrown away soon
looking at 4 towels hung

...nvm i dun wna think about it
i dun wna cry
i havent cried in a long time
lets just listen to this happy song
n pretend nothing's happening.
lets just do whatever
lets just play online games and get stressed over it

yeah dats jus it
listen to the song
follow the rhythm
wipe away ur tears, little girl
tap ur feet to the beat

i am so bored. well not really but ...okay YES im booreedd somehow.

Yesterday night I went to Avenged Sevenfold concert! My bro n I got the festival tickets and we queued for 2 hours just so we could get the front row! Well, as far as I went, I was only the 4th from the front. It was just too hard to squeeze in when all around you is the male species @_@...

Seriously, they were pushing, squeezing, jumping... and I was just a short little girl stuck amongst a sea of black. I was so short, I had to tilt my head upwards just to breathe in fresh air. If I don't do that, my face would probably be stuck to some guy's sweaty back. No, that would not be much fun.

So I just struggled to breathe, my neck aching, leaning on the guy behind me for support. There was this once when I actually just leaned everywhere and I was supported just like that!!! Ahaaha... it was as if I was cushioned everywhere and if I closed my eyes and slept, I would still be in once piece... NOT.

Even before the band came out, people were already pushing around roughly. Thank god the guy behind me was nice and kept reminding others that there's a girl in front of him. And he let me into a small space - thank you anonymous guy.

For most of the time I was just suffering from slight aches. Until the guys starting pushing around creating waves, and I almost fell and stuff... Then Chris had to hold my hand and then somehow there is more space for me to breathe, I felt better -.- phew... those guys are ROUGH, man!!! I duno how Jus cud make it to d front row so damn fast. Pro.

However, when A7X came with their Beast And The Harlot guitar opening... Oh god... It was far, far worse than everrr! People started jumping and yelling and pushing us even more to da front, and I was pushed around so bad, it was barely possible to breathe. Until the point where I really couldn't take it anymore, I tried calling Chris who was was closest to me but he didn't notice so I just tried making my way back by myself. I pushed around and tried to squrim between the people, yelling at them like "WOI MISI WOI GW DAH MAW PINGSAN NE" ....lol xP

Most of the people were pretty inconsiderate. Even though I was dying, they still didn't make way. Some though, had the goodness in them to tell others to make way "WOI ADA YG MAW PINGSAN WOI!!!" ...yeaazz haha...Fortunately, Erham (sry... kinda hard to remember his name bt i think it's dis) spotted me and pulled me with him. He helped me make way and after stepping on god knows how many shoes, we made it behind, where it was MUCH more peaceful. I instantly felt at peace, and I could move freely again. In the end, Erham and I just watched the concert from the back, moving a little to the middle with every song.

And yea basically, the concert was so-so. It was different, yes, getting moshed by a hundred sweaty bodies of the male species. But anyways, I gotta go now, my parents are calling me. Cya guys!!!

I woke up today to an aching foot, body, and head.
The party was RAD but the thing is...
Jumping n running using heels is not something you would do after standing up for hours...
no pictures i cn show u guys for now, but when angelita gets em,
i'll get em too mkay ;)
well in d party i thot the dancing was d best part
n d part where we separate into two lines n had to run hahah
ohh d breakdancersss ahhhh
cool dance man!!
after the party, when the lights are fluorescent once again (haha)
n people are leaving
suddenly, you get zapped back into reality

..which is not so nice
suddenly you feel fatigue
n u remember the work you have to do
which is why i realise if you don't want to be tired as hell (like i am nw)
jus dn go clubbing often
.........tho i wont anyways
hahahah
but it is seriously fun hh -_-
but anyways

it's not that i'm here to boast to people.
but since it's a blog and this thing makes me HAPPY... *_*


and ms vanda actually told another class that they should learn to write like me & chu /omg
she mentioned my naaaameeeeee in anotha classssss aaaaaaaaaa
i felt so happy when i heard that from chu..
so happy i actually hoped she was beside me and then i could hug her n kiss her aahahah

but seriously....

oh gonna watch Alone with ratna, recca, stedy on Friday... /hmm /hmm /hmm
heard it's frikin scary hahahha
i know i would for sure freak out like nuts
T_T but im too curious abt how scary it is to not watch it!!! >w<

anyways,
gona go chat nw! cyaaz!!