complicated

I never knew making a decision can be so difficult. Without me knowing, so many years has passed and now my life will finally begin. It's just so difficult to swallow.

With such a huge decision in my hands, I really don't know which road to walk. Why can't I just choose what I like? Because I am afraid. Afraid that I won't be good enough. Afraid to be wrong.
I really am not good at anything. But my stubborn head keeps telling me I have to succeed in life. Even though my mouth speaks nothing but excuses?

I know the problem with me. Still I refuse to fix myself up. Why?

Excuses, excuses.
I will never move on with life. What do I want?

Dear God, please help me make the right decision. People are saying so many different things into my ears. I don't know to believe myself or them. Do I believe in myself? Why do their words shake me so much?

I don't know what's right anymore.