Yesterday

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,I'm not half the girl I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why he
Had to go I don't know, he wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why he
Had to go I don't know, he wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

It was raining, and the sky was pretty much solid black. From my window I could see the city lights, and my room was dark except for the table lamp, which illuminated my room in warm orange. I just sprayed my room with the Pomegranate room spray, so it was fragrant and all. And this is rare, but I wore my pastel knit cardigan. Also the jazz was amazing. I couldn't resist taking a glass of sparkling rosé.

Since a few months ago, I have been influenced by my mom's love for luxury items. What girl doesn't like the sight of sparkling diamonds/crystals? But I think simple moments like this is as beautiful as any diamond. Well a diamond can stimulate the sense of sight and touch, but I had hearing, sight, smell and touch. How awesome is that. A diamond comes with a price but a moment is priceless. But on the other hand, a diamond is timeless, but a moment passes by so quickly :(

I don't know why it just suddenly struck me, but for the past few days I really wanted to be rich, I wanted to be able to buy all the luxury items I loved. I love beautiful things so much. But as I write this I realise that I don't need all of those. I am satisfied with what I have, and there is no need to be greedy. Well okay, complete honesty, I still want them. But the word is: moderation. Having too much won't make it special anymore.

And yes, I am aware that I haven't blogged in a long long time. Heehee. Well I have been busy, I barely had a day to rest for a whole week, but now it's much better. I just need to finish up the remaining 20% of 4 projects and complete the e-folio. I don't have class next week so you can imagine me pigging indoors and being a total hermit.

Oh look, I just ran out of wine...

The alcohol is in my system, I am subtly drunk.