when you're smiling the whole world smiles with you
Saturday, January 22, 2011
sometimes i find it hard to smile or laugh
often i take for granted what's in my life
on occasions i just don't want to talk, or hear anyone speak
several times i don't know how i should act
it's like a mug of hot chocolate that has gone cold
and you're sitting too deep in the couch to get up and heat it again
but the chocolate is still there
to be honest
i'm jealous of people who are like sunshine
you know, the ones who just light up the room
who seem bright, cheerful and pleasant
who can laugh loudly at most everything
i can't even laugh at jokes sometimes, when i don't feel it's funny to me
so i'm often in that situation where you're the only one not laughing,
or just having a polite smile plastered on your face
and i can't force it either,
if there is one thing i can't do, it's lying
if you're not funny to me, i can't laugh
and then some people has seen me as stuck-up or high and mighty and whatever
so i simply don't bother with those people
most likely i don't like them anyway
and that's why i am so far from sunshine
because sunshine will shine upon everyone
it would be nice to be like sunshine
unfortunately... it's just not who i am
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juice-22 EST.2006
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