静

just being bored right now and looking at the window
it's been raining every single day and it's been cold
i haven't been motivated to do my work recently
i guess that regular phase where my productivity comes to a near stop has arrived

it feels so weird to hear no sound
even though i am in the middle of the city
the higher you are from the ground, the more silent it is
the higher you are, the more emptiness you see from your window

a big gray cloud
one solid piece that almost covers the entire view
it is like a giant whale which swims heavily across the light blue background
i wonder why i often feel this way
disconnection

it is so weird to see the flags flapping in the wind
the birds flying
and the clouds moving
but all i hear is the 'clack-clack' sound from my keyboard
and my cardigan which brushes lightly over the cement wall
everything is still

the first time humans lived
i wonder if they wondered, more than we do now, their reason for existence
if you are placed within emptiness, what would you do?
just like having to put a single letter on a blank paper
it exists on its own, with only a relation to the paper
but why?

but a single letter is made up of many things
it has a color from its relation to the paper's color
it has a texture which is the paper's texture
it has a form which is the multiple relation of space and color

if we put an 'a' in the middle of a paper
what does it mean? 'a' what?

even though i don't know, but i think
there will be something for that 'a'
if we write the chinese letter 日 by itself it means day
i'm sure the typography of the 'a' will have a meaning
everything has a meaning
everything has a special individuality